just before the sunlight..

staring at the picture, trying to figure out what made you tear?

staring at the picture, trying to figure out what will happen next?

staring at the picture that tears your heart apart.. staring aimlessly.


This world has gone mad.

friends breaking your heart, strangers picking the pieces?

what the hell happens to all the promises?

where do you bury the memories?

how do you run from a part of your life?


God, life can be so harsh at times.

we all know that, don’t we?

I think by now we all have tested the ” ups and downs ” theory.

we’ve had our scars. we’ve gone through healed wounds that tinkle every once and a while.


your head spins, nothing is clear.

you are sick of having to dwell over everything.

you wish you didn’t have to care that much about anything in the world.

you wish you could shut your brain up, and actually see ” the thing ” and think of NOTHING, absolutely nothing, as if nothing has happened, as if you never lived it, as if you are you without that certain part!


Am I talking nonsense?


Well, I tend to have a messed up head around dawn, a head that speaks the hurtful truth.

I think it’s something related to my silent house at night. or maybe the quiet street I live in. They give me space to dig deep!

or maybe it’s just the dark.



” and screw that freaking picture, that resembled the missing need. “


1 Comment (+add yours?)

  1. Ahmed Nabih
    May 31, 2012 @ 07:33:59

    When I see these words, there’s no need for me to write them again =/


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