When I’m too busy doing something, I try to ignore the fact that I have problems waiting ahead.

And I do my best to focus on what I’m dealing with right NOW!


kinda works sometimes..



I never wanna finish this with just success in doing my imEU work, this year means more than that to me.

The legacy I wanna leave behind isn’t just about the events I have done, But it’s also about the people I’ve affected.

I promised that my members this year will have the time of their lives. And I’m doing everything in my power to make that happen.


One day they might realize that they want to be just like me, in my position, so they could do great things as well.

One day, someone will look up to me.

“Not over confidence though..”




I miss the times where the swing at the club was the best place to be at.

Especially with my best friend swinging beside me.


Now this swing resembles life; one minute you’re up high and the other, you’re back on the ground.

It depends on how hard you push yourself up, how much you appreciate “this” moment, and how you deal with the fact that you’re back again on your feet- point zero!


57 – My mission: Change the world!

YOU. YOU are important. YOU matter.

Ever had a dream of changing the world but thought you are too young and incapable of doing so?

Well YOU are wrong! And I urge you to think again!


Before I tell you the reason you should think again, I will tell you my story.

Ever since I was a little girl – 12 years old maybe, I had this dream that I’m going to grow up and turn into a fine lady that has powers, that could change whatever she sees is wrong! I thought that I’d be in a respectable position and I’d work for the good of the people no matter what it costs me! I was determined I’m gonna get somewhere great. I was sure. *correction* I am sure! The only difference between then and now, is that now I know I will face obstacles and life will never be that easy, but what I also know is, I have the will and the power to get over them, as long as I stay focused and with the inner-will guiding me through.


However to be honest, I know I might end up somewhere ordinary- for a job I mean, but that doesn’t stop me from achieving what I always wanted. Because I also know now that my career isn’t the only way to help and affect people’s life; it’s just a checkpoint, I either succeed in taking advantage of it, or I don’t. And if I didn’t, well I’m sure there are plenty of checkpoints along the way. I have faith, and for that I’m proud.

So my point is, each and every one of us was born for a reason that only God knows, but someday we will know as well! And until that happens, don’t give up easily. One person can make all the difference in the world. And if you ever catch yourself saying ” I’m only one! I won’t make a difference!”, well you might want to slap yourself first (just kidding :D), and then remind yourself that If EVERYONE thought the same way you did, well I guess we all would have been living in a God knows what world.


We are each gifted in a unique and important way and It is our privilege and our adventure to discover our own special light. Be the change you want to see in this freaking world. YOU CAN AND WILL MAKE A DIFFERENCE – if you want to!


” When I was a young man, I wanted to change the world.

I found it was difficult to change the world, so I tried to change my nation.

When I found I couldn’t change the nation, I began to focus on my town. I couldn’t change the town and as an older man, I tried to change my family.

Now, as an old man, I realize the only thing I can change is myself, and suddenly I realize that if long ago I had changed myself, I could have made an impact on my family. My family and I could have made an impact on our town. Their impact could have changed the nation and I could indeed have changed the world. ”


I guess now you get my point..


Love at first sight?


The connection, the spark, the fire, the joy, the excitement, and the thrill of the experience.

Although some of us has never been there before, but we can’t deny it exists, can we?

Not seeing something or not experiencing it doesn’t mean it’s  not there.


Love is always there; everywhere, any time, any age. Love is literally in the air.

Love, love, love.

They taught us it could overcome all the barriers.


Disney films made it sound magical. And we fell for that!


However, now that I am old and so, I know that love isn’t that complicated, but people are, and they insist on making things harder.

Love can be pure and honest, but we insist sometimes on ruining everything.


But the one thing I knew and will never change; love -only- is never enough..

55 – weddings

weddings! Oh dear!

I always think of them as a bit overrated because of all the girly stuff I have to do and wear. But when I’m done, I admit, It feels good. Always.


And it even gets better when I get there..


When they walk down the stairs, the girl holding her father’s hand, people smiling, others tearing. The minute he hands over his daughter to her future husband.

The moment the mother dances with her only son with tears and a wide smile.

The way the groom handles his princess, the way he holds her hand and look into her eyes assuring her that she’s about to have the time of her life!


The first dance, and how the bride blushes when he looks straight into her eyes and says something special. Oh dear, I might faint!

the way the bride’s friends dance all over her with the widest smile they could ever wear!


It’s magical, it always is.

And it doesn’t really matter how the surroundings look like, as it was always about the feelings, the joy, the happiness, and the start of something new!


Yes it’s obvious, I was in a wedding today. It’s always good to meet up with the rest of the family, and even better to be in the wedding of one of them (:.

Today got me thinking, how would I look/feel/act like that day. And what will my soon-to-be husband do that day.


But for now all I know is, I’m going to get C-raazyyyyy! It’s MY wedding night! Isn’t it?!


I wish them a happy life together, and for everyone reading this post; I hope you marry someone that would make you happy every single day, and even if he couldn’t, well at least he will be faithful, loving and supportive. I wish you all the best of luck in choosing “that” kind of person.


Finally my internet connection is baaaack! It’s times like these when I wish I had a BB; only to have wordpress on it! 😀



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