The return!


I am back from an extended weekend that lasted 4 days, I’m back from sharm elsheikh!

I’m back to cairo.

I’m leaving behind the gorgeous  sea and sky, I’m leaving behind the random sweetness of totally random foreigners , only to find polluted air and traffic jam.

I’m back to the stress of life!

I’m back ladies and gentlemen! With (supposedly) a clear mind and a renewed energy.

And I’m writing this note while am on the plane with literally clouds underneath me and the plane is swinging in zigzags and my ear is about to blow, so I had to do something to take my mind off the idea “that maybe, just maybe THIS plane I’m on right now, is going to fall in the red sea and that the sharks will finally have a good meal to eat.”

Love! What can she say.

To her, it’s just a word that is only defined by the people who have experienced it, and God every person really does have a different opinion and perspective.

She has never fallen in love, never knew how it feels to be loved back and cared for around the clock.

Never knew how it feels to have someone to call at the middle of the night and just stay silent until she falls asleep.

She never planned for this to take that long, but somehow she always falls for the wrong person, although she says she won’t. Although she says she’s in control, and that her heart mustn’t take over her mind, because she knows that emotions usually pulls a person off the right track. It makes everyone go soft, And she’s not the type of person that would go soft and be okay with it!

She’s a hardcore, she’s everyone’s safe harbor. When she falls, she falls hard, and hits the ground strong enough to shatter all around the place. But she never lets anyone pick her up. Yes she is a stubborn hardcore girl. And no man will ever change that.

But whatever she says or complains of, she’s thankful that at the end of the day, no one will make her go there and do that except her parents. She’s thankful that she doesn’t have to finish her phone credit on phone calls arguments over a boy that asked her about the clock but someone else only sees it as hitting on her.

She’s thankful that at the end of day, she’s single and going.

She’s a living proof that no women should cripple her life because of a man. That any women could go on without a male gender guiding her through.

However I know that their presence adds a special taste to life, and somehow makes a different, but that doesn’t mean she can’t enjoy life unless they are present, right?

And if A women could live her life before with a man, I’m sure she will know how to continue later on without him. Men come and go. Only good ones stick by your side until your 80 and lying on your hospital bed. Those the ones whom she’s ready to go soft for, to have arguments everyday with, to allow them to give orders about her lifestyle.

So she waits, she waits until someone from this kind of species shows up, and until that day comes, She’s gonna blast her days, and go around happily as she could ever be about being a single girl.

Yes, I’m truly single and proud.


4 Comments (+add yours?)

  1. Ahmed Nabih
    Oct 23, 2011 @ 17:47:06

    This was totally worth the wait!
    Welcome back =)


  2. Noha Ahmed
    Oct 23, 2011 @ 20:01:08

    wallahi your comments 3ala rasy mn fo2! :D:D


  3. Marwa Emam
    Nov 02, 2011 @ 13:07:55



  4. Noha Ahmed
    Nov 02, 2011 @ 16:21:53

    Marwaa emaaam <3<3


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